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Many thanks to everyone who attended and took the time to listen to us! I felt like such a dope, especially after having to talk after Guy Singzon, but I hope you somehow managed to learn something from my rambling. Let me apologize for being such a sentimental fool in front of everyone. Thank you guys for being understanding and supportive during the seminar and for being respectful enough to not post pictures or videos from that rather personal moment. I didn't think such a simple question would make me break into tears like that. China kept punching me and scolding me for "being a marshmallow", and Ysabel ran up to the stage to give me handkerchief to blow my nose in while there was a chorus of "awwwwww". I was thoroughly embarrassed but I couldn't help it. I always tell myself to be strong and not to cry, except when it's because I'm happy.

We were asked about our most memorable experiences as a cosplayer - seeing everyone's faces in the room, thinking about the friends we've met through cosplay and how such a simple (and even seemingly silly) hobby brought us all together... I felt a rush of overwhelming happiness. My friends and I are just a bunch of geeks who happen to enjoy costumes and anime/manga and acting like our silly selves, and that's how we got into the hobby. I never imagined that we would be able to reach out to so many people through cosplay.

Apart from the friends I have here are the people whose hearts we had managed to touch even if sometimes they're on the other side of the world. I barely managed to choke out how when Miguel and I were at Fanime, there were people who went up to me just to thank me for simply existing and not being afraid to be myself. On days that I'm feeling useless, I get letters from people who express their gratitude for the simple fact that I share photos from our little adventures and little bits of our lives, because our words and pictures make them smile even when they're having the worst day of their lives. I'm such a wuss, I think I cry _{as quietly and discreetly as humanly possible so as to not get caught} every time I read a letter like that. A lot of times, I feel utterly insignificant in this huge planet. But knowing that somewhere in the world, someone's day was made brighter because of something I did or said, I think that maybe I'm not so useless after all. Perhaps in the somewhat distant future I'll have more power, knowledge, or something of the sort to find ways I can help make the world a better place to live in. But for now, I guess I'm doing okay.

Aku *Akusesu is holding a Bleach cosplay contest! More details, list of prizes and submitted entries in her journal CLICK HERE

BEGIN: SEPT 12

END: NOV 1 (?)


RULES:

1) Submitted cosplays must be of YOURSELF!

2) There is a limit of 3 submissions per CONTESTANT.

3) Contestants must have a DA or Cosplay.com account to prove self as the cosplayer

4) Cosplay must be of ONLY BLEACH characters (so no naruto please! lol)

5) NO NUDES!

You will automatically be disqualified for breaking any of these rules


JUDGING:

- There will be 5 judges who will determine which cosplayer is most fit to win!
- Judging will be on accuracy, effort, and artistic photos!




Submit them by messaging *Akusesu or (email her if you are not a DA member) with a title "BLEACH CONTEST"

Last Sunday, we went to a con that was held at Enchanted Kingdom, a local amusement park.

Apart from people who were there for the cosplay event, there was the usual crowd of families. I'm not entirely sure they were aware of the con, so I'm guessing some of them mistook us for mascots or something, haha. We didn't really mind. It was really cute how kids would say stuff like, "I... didn't know they were real... " It became really hard to maintain my scowl and sulking walk while hearing thing like that. The older kids who knew a little better would go, "Wow... He's really like Sasuke!" And apparently even 7 year-old girls like Mr. Emofag. I don't know what they see in that guy! Yet there I was cosplaying him, eh? As much as I make fun of him, I actually don't hate Sasugay. I just don't understand why girls are typically attracted to that type. But I digress. Moving on...

I'm really glad they thought of having an amusement park con. All the costumed people running around certainly made kids happy. It was simply hilarious just seeing characters going on rides. I think trying to stay in character as Sasuke helped me conquer a little bit of my fear of rides. Everyone else would be screaming their lungs out, while Naruto (China *snowpeachdrop), Rock Lee (Val ~varu-san) and I were channeling our spirits of youth as we competed for the title of MANRIEST OTOKOMANS by keeping our cool and just sitting calmly with our arms crossed. No yelling, no matter what! We all did well, leaving the other people thoroughly confused as to why we WERE SO BADASS weren't shouting with everyone else.


It was a loooong but insanely fun day. Photo count was relatively low because we can't really take pictures while going on rides. We were completely drained by the time the park finally closed, but it was a good kind of exhaustion. I was feeling a little beaten up though, because apparently a lot of people hate Sasuke and would aim for me every time we went on the bumper cars.

I'm so happy that my friends are one by one giving in to my begging for them to watch Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann.

Revoltech made Gurren Lagann way too much fun to play with. It's making me regress, going back to wanting toy robots - but only from this series because it is my new god. I can't wait for them to release Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, Enki and Yoko this month!

I feel like I'm not going to be able to get Yoko easily, though. She'll probably bought by random pervs who didn't even follow the series and just wants a cute chick with big boobs and a gun. The thought makes me nerdrage to no end. Sigh. I guess it's inevitable that Yoko will be objectified because of the way she looks. I'll admit that at first I was a bit put off by her appearance, but eventually saw how she really isn't just a fanservice character (though the gratuitous fanservice shots and occasional moments of crazy boob physics are actually pretty funny). She's skilled, sweet, and actually useful - she saved Kamina and Simon's asses several times. She takes the initiative when she has to, and stood right up even after the worst occurrences. Yoko is awesome, no matter how tacky her outfits can be. Flaming bikini and Starboobs suit, LOL. But it's really that garish quality that makes GL character designs so endearing. (LIKE GARLOCK SIMON'S S&M LEATHER CORSET AND CHOKER OF MANRINESS PFFHAHAHA)

Wow, I'm not sure what I'm talking about anymore. TL;DR - I'm excited for the new Revoltech toys. But I think I'm also about to shell out a rather large sum on a particular GL action figure (which isn't by Revoltech) because my birthday is coming up anyway and the damn thing makes me weep with how beautiful it is. I usually wouldn't spend so much on something like it but but but... It's Gurren Lagann. Gah.

Oh, I was playing around with audio software the other day and made an alternate version of Sorairo Days (Gurren Lagann opening song). Shoko Nakagawa fans, please don't kill me - I turned Shokotan into MANRY ShOTOKOMAN. I'm sure there are others who've done the same, but here's my take on it. The few people I've sent it to actually like it better than the original, haha.


I'm such a slowpoke, but I'd just like to say that I nearly spit soda out when I caught this...


And then there was Rei and Asuka in the bathhouse... Oh, Gainax. Okay, I'm going to shut up now. This journal is already too long as it is, and I have to stop while I can still restrain myself from going on and on about GL. I'm sorry if I've made it so you now can't look at anything GL without being annoyed at the memory of me, hahaha.

Hope that was helpful somehow. The drawback is that you can't do this for old journal entries that you've already cleared away. Oh well, we'll live. That's it for now! I'll be back with actual updates in a while. Pleasant something, everyone.